janji

Dear,
berjanji itu emang paling gampang ya...cuma tlg blg..I promise you this or that..
tapi gmn klo janji itu gak bs kita tepatin?
hmm..paling say sorry aja..trus dilupain deh..
apa segampang itu?

well dear,
coba deh pikir2 lg klo mau ngebatalin atw nggak nepatin janji...
krn untuk org yg dijanjikan dan dikecewakan, rasanya sumpah deh gak ennnakkk bgt!

kecewa?hmm..sure is..apalagi klo itu menyangkut duit..hmm...perrihh..

ya, emang bener siy, dulu aku kenyang bgt dikecewain model kyk gt...dlm byk hal malah..janji gak ditepatin mah biasa..
tapi sejak aku gak usah lg berurusan sama makhluk menyebalkan itu..aku berharap gak usah ngalamin lagi...
tapi, ternyata org2 yg idem ditto ma si plenyun itu banyak yah...cape d!

well dear, jadi pelajaran aja bwt aku sendiri..
jangan brani2 berjanji klo kita gak yakin bs menepatinya..
jgn sembarangan pake Insya Allah...
krn urusannya udah laen klo kita udah pake nama Allah n seenaknya aja ngebatalin atau ngelupain...hiihh Naudzubillah!
hmmm..padahal jelas lho di Al Qur'an...Al-Maidah:1: Bismillahirrohmanirrahiim...Wahai orang-orang yang beriman..penuhilah janji-janji...(artinya janji thd Allah dan thd sesama manusia)..

well, semoga aku bs Ikhlas melewati kecewa ini..
semoga...

right to my heart...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Balada Kopaja 63

Dear,
gak bisa dipungkiri, kopaja satu ini (jurusan depok-blok M) emang ngegemesin banget..
iya, gmn ga, tiap pagi ditungguin ampe pegel, trus ampir gak pernah dapet duduk..okay, berdiri is fine..tapi pernah ga bediri kaki satu..sangking padetnya..hahahaaha...ga kebayang khan?
klo pernah begaul ma kopaja atu ini pasti ngerti daaah...kadang2 nyari pegangan is gak perlu..krn badan udah padetdetdet ma penumpang laen..*hmmm..jd inget naek krl ekonomi UI-Bogor, sammma daahhh...*

tapi dear, biar ngeselin, kopaja ini emang tetep dinanti n dicinta *beuh, maksud loe?*
iya, disamping emang cepet *karena nyupirnya gila2an klo ga bs dibilang UGAL-UGALAN*
trus murce...*salahin lagi deh si BBM yang gak pernah turun*
jadi..aku pun dengan setia tetepppp naek kopaja 63 tiap pagi..tiap hari..6 hr seminggu..24 hr sebulan...288 hari setaun...nah gt deh..krn gak ada pilihan..asli!!!biarpun kadang pengen nangiiss...hehe..koq menderita amat ya awak?

tapi the point is...
biarpun cobaannya berattt hehe..tp semoga..semoga...Allah masih membukakan hati untuk selalu bersyukur..*hmm..gmn tuh ya...rada susah juga..*
well, at least dgn adanya si 63 ini, gw gak perlu lwt ps minggu yg Audzubillah sumpe loe macettt bgt apalagi bulan puasa..*hmm..got the point?*
n satu lagi...bs lebih hemat...jadi ongkos bs pass..hehe...Alhamdulillah...Terimakasih telah mencukupkan kami ya Robb...

fiuh...akhirnya..lega juga...
see dear, with counting all your bless, it won't be counted again..sangking banyaknya...
Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah...

in a name

Apa sih artinya sebuah nama?
Klo kt Ustadzah ku, "Dalam setiap nama ada do'a"..

klo kt mamaku, saraswati diambil dari nama goddess nya hindu (apa budha ya?), yg melambangkan kecantikan and kepandaian..*hihi..narsis mode on*

so,blogwlking ke blognya d3vy, nemu application ini..hmm..lutunaaaa....

What Aninta Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

hmm...lutu khan??? *hehe..gak bs di off in narsisnya nin?*

eh tapi yg ini: " you're most comfortable when you're far away from home"
hmmm..no no...i think i like traveling not in this way..i love being at home, cos it's a warmest n safeties place ever..right?

so, what do you think of me dear?let me know...

I wish I could..

I wish I could...
tell him to stay away...

I wish i could..
leave this untrusted love for good..

I wish I could..
leave my best friend as they did..

Ya Allah..I wish I could..
I wish I could...

Ya Allah..Ya Robb..
Jangan pernah tinggalkan aku..
Jangan biarkan aku bersandar lagi pada makhlukMu yang fana..
Karna aku tau pasti cuma ada kecewa..

Ya Robb..
beri aku kekuatan..
untuk pergi dari semua itu..
sebelum kecewa dan sepi berkarat di hatiku..
sebelum semuanya hilang..

Ah Robb..
Izinkan hanya Engkau yang kucintai..
Hanya Engkau dan RasulMu yang mulia...
jangan sisakan sedikitpun untuk makhlukMu yang lain..
Jangan Ya Allah..jangan..
karna aku selau salah..selalu..
Ya Allah..ampuni aku...

Ya Allah, jangan hukum aku jika aku lupa atau bersalah..Jangan bebankan kepadaku beban yang tak sanggup aku pikul..Ampuni aku Ya Allah..Wahai yang Maha mengampuni dosa...

aamiin

(hari ke-3 Ramadhan)